Fail

Just a quick update about what is going on.  I will write more when I feel up to it.  We got a positive pregnancy test last week, the first beta was good, and we were really happy.  However, we decided to get a second beta today just to be safe, and the number had dropped drastically, which means miscarriage is inevitable.  We're going to talk to the doctor next Monday and see what we're supposed to do next.

Just for the record

All the side effects I didn't have with the shots, I am now having with the progesterone.  Conveniently, they are the same as pregnancy symptoms, so I can't tell if anything is going on.  On the bright side, though, I could literally sleep through the next 9 days with no trouble.  I am SO tired.  But of course, I can't sleep at night.  Then, I just thrash around a lot in that awkward, not-really-asleep mode.  SUPER!

I'm waiting...I'm waiting

I can't believe its only been 3 days since my two little guys were implanted.  I can already tell it is going to be a long 11 more days.  The embryologist called today to tell me that none of the other embryos made it to day 6 to be frozen.  That is what we expected, but its still sad.  I am really hoping these two have what it takes to make it!  I just hate that it takes so long to find out.

My grandma texted me at 3:20 a.m. to tell me that she just woke up and felt that the babies were implanting. She's been known to have dreams or wake up with feelings that are true, so I'm hoping that's so now.  My mom also says she strongly feels them.  Whatever happens, will be what the Lord wills though.

Austin took his second final today and then he has one on Friday.  Then its summer!  I am excited for that.  Hopefully, I will just be spending it throwing up from morning sickness instead of going through more IVF treatments.

I really appreciate everyone who has sent me positive comments.  It has really helped!